Extracted from a phone interview .. [14:26 - 14:33 PM]

"So , when was the last time you read the newspapers ?"
Oh shit ..... "Yesterday ?" (Yeah right . Hah !)
"Right , can you tell me what's going on in Asia at the moment , aside from Malaysia ?"
OH SHIT ...... "Well .."


T_____________________T

HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME !!! At least if Malaysia was included I can talk about the Anwar case right ! But no ..... So I talked about how China is being plagued by like ten million natural disasters . I'll bet he could tell that I was bluffing when I said I read the papers yesterday . I'm so not getting into SMU T_T .

It's as if my birthday is super jinxed haih . This is not the first bad thing to happen to me recently ! Next thing I know I'm gonna get hit by a bus and spend my birthday in a hospital . Yes la , I can't wait .

And just so everybody knows , I suck at parking . An itsy bitsy teeny weeny yellow polka dot bikini Kancil .

Could this day get any worse T_T .




PS , When things get depressing , the depressed go shopping ! Have got my eye on sth else in the online realm of shopping , msg me / leave a comment if you want to buy me a present and I'll gladly agree  to your offer (;
PPS , My god I'm shameless . O_O

Extracted from an email ..


09 July 2008 , 1:04AM .
Tomorrow (or Today , rather) , I am going to learn how to drive like really really drive . And I'm super shit ass scared ): Kevin and Darren both said "FUN !" when I told them , but they're not eligible to comment because they can already drive ! So obviously they'll think it's fun right . Plus they're guys , guys always seem to think of driving as fun . Why ah ? It's so weird , how can potentially crashing be fun !? Sigh . Psycho people ..

Okla actually I'm scared cause I honestly think I'm gonna suck at it ): Really ok . I've only driven a go-kart twice or three times , I forgot ; a bumper car twice and ... Okay nothing else . I am not prepared for a real car !! O_O [...] because I have like zero hand-eye coordination . Holy crap driving requires that too right ! Cause I have to look at the road and steer ! Or look at the speedometer and change gears ! AND FEET TOO . Ah fork . ):



Yes ladies and gents , today , I drove all the way home from Kelana Jaya . Without my engine dying off while on the way back , mind you . *proud wtf ! But obviously if I had been alone in the car I would've crashed la . Because I realised that when I wanted to switch lanes , I was looking in the side mirror for quite a while , and not in front . So can you imagine if the car in front of me had braked without me realising ! Confirm crash . Really . But then again , there's a reason why that was my first lesson right ? (: Good job , Yean ! Hahaha . I even earned myself an ice cream from Kev , woohoo ! Paddle Pop rainbow ice cream was what I chose , yums !

Many thanks to Kev too for picking me up and sending me home almost every single time we've been out these holidays (ie almost every alternate day) , despite how out of the way I might be . Big hug ! HAHA . And the bet is still on ok , if you don't get out of bed by 8AM (sharp) tmrw , I get another ice cream ! Ho ho ho :D The hols just may start getting boring from next week onwards tho , when my dear Monash-ians start their uni classes again . Who's gonna teman me ?! ): Jo our backup holiday plan will go into effect then ok ! LOL .

Okla I really should go sleep . Because my body's so mean to me that I always awake just before 9AM T_T It's the holidays and I'm not sleeping in till 10+ in the morning ! And my second CD for "My Best Friend's Wedding" gets stuck at 12 minutes so I don't get to finish the movie WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME . Life is so unfair sometimes , sigh . ): And yes I do know that it's a super old movie but I just never got around to watching it . So does anyone have the VCD you're willing to lend to me ? *big shiny eyes* Leave a comment if you do ok please thank you very much ! <3



PS , VCD cause I don't think DVDs really existed much then .. HAHAHAHA !!!! Ok that wasn't very funny . -_-"

HELP University College's A-Levels Annual Ball :
Afterglow @ KL Hilton , Kuala Lumpur - 30th June 2008


Yup , the theme got changed alright ! Thank goodness hahaha (: Well , I have to say that the ball wasn't that bad , but I definitely think last year's was a lot better ! Let's start from the beginning , shall we ? (:

At slightly past 3 (because the mother was late) , I got my hair done by yet again the same stylist as the year before , and was only finished at about 5.15PM ? Basically it took about two hours , and once again the hair looked like a complete disaster before she started pinning it back etc etc , I was super horrified ok ! I looked like a poodle having a bad hair day S: Rushed back home after that to change and all before heading to Elyn's house since I was gonna get a lift from P to KL Hilton , and arrived to see both Elyn and Nic still in the midst of getting ready . Chong Shen , Nic's date was relatively on time , while P showed up at 6.45PM cause he thought Elyn said 6.30 , when she really said 6 . -_-"

Anyhow ! The registration area outside the ballroom was really really packed , basically cause it was kind of bottle necked , only after registering do you proceed to this relatively huge / empty area outside the doors of the ballroom . The event was supposed to start at 7 , so said the itinerary , however due to everyone being late and all , it only started at about 8+ . They skipped almost all the speeches and after a brief introduction by the emcees , and a dance performance , it was time for the appetizer ! It was disgusting btw , despite looking good . S:

There was a dance performance by Dennis Yin , from "So You Think You Can Dance (Malaysia)" , and frankly , I don't see why everyone thinks he's really good , but then again , that's just my opinion . Maria's Margaritas was the best of the night , performing a number of songs , including David Cook's "Time Of My Life" . The crowd loved them ! App they've performed for HELP events quite a number of times , and they didn't fail to impress (:

Nominees for Prom King and Queen were then called onstage , I was pretty disappointed with the way they were presented to the crowd , Mischa was the only one who actually had to do sth sporting , which was to shake his booty for everyone ! :p The nominees for Prom Queen were asked why they thought they should be voted Prom Queen , the guys if they think they're hot , and why . The titles were won by Jin Ern and Vineeta respectively , both previously Prom King and Queen at their Form5 prom (SMKDU) . Coincidence much ! Haha . On the other hand , nominees for Best Dressed had to flaunt their skills by dancing ala Bollywood around a "tree" . Now that was amusing !! But I don't think that that was an apt way for people to decide on the "Best Dressed" title though , as there were clearly more well-dressed people that night .

The dance floor was opened by the Prom King & Queen , but Nic and I avoided it at the beginning , neither of us being good dancers :p Joined in for a song or two after that before leaving the ballroom because I felt super bright ! What with P & Elyn in front of me , Elaine & JunHann to my left , Nic & ChongShen to my right . Wtf . Started yet another photo spree outside and kept it up til about 12.30AM when the parentals picked me up ..

Photos ! (:




Before leaving Elyn's house , with Elyn and Nicole .
Look how long my dress is when I'm not wearing my heels ! S:



Having arrived at KL Hilton . Me , Elyn , Amelia , Sara (Tung)



Reshma , me , Elyn and Piyachai (P) .



Jack , Suet Mey , me , Elyn and P .



Kim, P , Elyn , me , Nic , Elaine , JunHann (JH) , Sook Yee (SY) and Jon (Siao) .



P , Elyn , Elaine , JH .



Nic and Mischa .
Check out the (almost) non-existent back of Nic's dress O_O


The awesome trio in diff hues of red , Me , Elaine and Elyn (:



With Nic , JoChee , VeiVern , Elaine , Elyn and Kim .
Loving Chee's outfit ! (;



Elias .



Emir , Nicholas (Nicky) , Elaine , me , Elyn , P .
Nicky should've been nominated for Best Dressed !!



John Lee was there too !



With Liang Hoong and Kar Leng .
Note how one arm is around Leng , and the other is inches away from me HAHAHA



Super cute Christine ! :D



Aaron (William Chai) , who then ran off to look for his girlfriend :p



Nic and I (were avoiding the dance floor :p)



Koon Tsing from the Ticketing Dept last year ! Hehehe .



With Lauren the Chem classmate and Nic .



Half of Tana , Elizabeth , me and Nic .
Lousy photographer ! S: And omg Liz is super tall S:



Kim dear <3



Wei Lim !



Emir and Wei Lim hahahaha



Me , Kim , JoNgiam , Maybelyn , VeiVern , SarahJean , SaraTung .



With Elaine , Amelia and Kim .



Steffie , me , WeeNie , somebody , LiQing , KahMay , Kim and Elaine .
HAHAHA wtf I'm sorry Elaine but I don't have any other copies of this picture :p



Kim , Elaine and I with Arthur :p



Jason and Chrystal make me look like a dwarf ):



Wei Lim , me , Jack and Elaine , with LH in the background , kacau betul :p



SY , Kim , me , Elaine , JH and Jon (:



Amanda , Audrey , Amanpreet , somebody , Jessica , SY , me , Elaine , Kim .



Elyn , P , me and Elaine .



WeiLim , P , JH . Me , Kim , Elaine , Elyn . Misch .



Chrystal , Elyn , JoChee , VeiVern , Elaine , me .
Bad face angle ):



With VeiVern (:



Elaine and Nic , reenactment of our camwhoring spree in the gym LOL .



Donny !
You can't really see it in this picture , but he has the coolest hair ! Think Guy Sebastian (;



VeiVern and Jon .
Love her false eyelashes ! <3



Jon Siao , who was one of the nominees for Best Dressed despite some mockery at his suit . Must say it's different tho , and not in a bad way . (:



Washroom shots :

Kim and I hehehehe (:



Me <3



Elaine



Elyn



Me , Elyn , Elaine , Nic and Kim (:



Everybody looking in diff directions , heehee ! (:



My hair :D
Photo lightened so it doesn't look all black haha .



With the lecturers / staff :

Mr Sam Lock , one of my coolest lecturers ! <3



Ms Aw , our Stats2 and 3 lecturer .



Faisal , the super nice Chem lab assistant (:

As for my Chem lecturer , Mr Yeap .. He left before we got a chance to ask him for a picture with us ):



Couples of Table 10 :

Jack and Mey .



Misch and Kim .



Elaine and JunHann .



Elyn and P .



JunHann and Elaine (again) :p



ChongShen and Nicole .
Although they're not really a couple , and he didn't sit at our table , but they went with each other :p



Among my fav shots of the night (:

P and Elyn , cause she looks so happy <3



Elyn looking super adorable in P's coat <3



My gym buddies ! Elyn , Nic and Elaine <3



The Thursday family . Me , Kim , Misch and Nic <3



Daddy dearest <3



Elaineeeeeee <3



Misch and Kim <3



Being childish wtf <3



Portrait of the night <3



HAHAHA ELAINE ACTING CUTE XD Me falling off my chair , Kim looking pretty and WeiLim looking stoned :p <3333333



Conclusion : The ball was enjoyable , but last year's kicked ass in terms of venue , turnout , sponsorship , etc (;


I mean seriously . This year's "goodie bag" contained an issue of A-Voice (the A-Levels newsletter) , a packet drink (mine was Yeo's green tea which expired on the day itself) , a Body Shop discount voucher for some mask product , and a small tube of face wash of an unknown brand . Last year we had a magazine (either Seventeen or some guy-ish magazine) , a sample sized Stila product , ok I can't remember the rest -_-" But it was deffo better ! Plus our lucky draw prizes were heaps better too (more glam) , including a stay at Mandarin Oriental etc . The best prize this year was either an oven or a rice cooker , you pick . Haha . Apart from that were backpacks , Yeo's green tea hamper (all of which must've expired on the day itself too HAHA) , food vouchers .. Didn't bother listening to the rest heh .

Neverthless ! The venue was still gorgeous (albeit smaller) , and organising an event like this takes effort , so a big thank you goes out to the committee (:



PS , Comparing this year and last year's photos , I think I've deffo shed some weight , woohoo ! :DDD
PPS , I have a whopping 200+ photos from the event itself , O_O .

Apologies regarding the lack of updates , been super busy lately !

Anyhow , here's a very belated post on Edwina's birthday celebration at Marco's Pizza , Kelana Jaya on the 30th of May . Actual birthday's on the 2nd of June tho . The celebration was mainly organised by Mel , and Ming and I helped with some of the invites . Not that much to elaborate on , except that 8 of us shared 6 pizzas , omg ! 3 large ones , and 3 regular sized ones .

Pictures !

The birthday cake :



Being ugly :



With Joel and Peg-Gy


Being an attention-whore :

Liang Hoong HAHA .


Edwina with Joel , Mark , Kington , Henry and Kev .


Being a poser :



Joel .


Kington .


Yen Ming , Wei June , Liang Hoong .


Being a camwhore :

Kev Khoo .


Joel .


Peg-Gy .


Suh Ming .


Mel . (why do I look so pretty here *big shiny eyes*)


Sarah (Tan) .


Being jakun :

With Yen Ming and Suh Ming , the mole clan wtf .


LH .


Mel and Suh Ming .


Being retarded :

LH , Peg-Gy in background .


Being cute :

Yen Ming and someone's fat arm , I think it's mine ):


Being a photo-crasher :

LH , me and Joel . Yen Ming and Wei June .


Mel . Peg-Gy and I .


Kington -_- . Mel , Edwina , Yee Hwa and Peggy (Neoh) .


Suh Ming and LH . Yen Ming and Wei June .


Being obsessed with taking photos :

Joel and Peg-Gy .


Mel .


Edwina .


Being lovie :

Yen Ming and Wei June .


Being the best friends :

Edwina and Joel .


Being the birthday girl :


Edwina .


Group shots :

(L-R) : Joel , me , Peg-Gy , Sarah , Mark , Kev .


(L-R) : Yen Ming , Mel , Suh Ming , me , Mark .


(clockwise) : Joel , Mark , Kington , Henry , Kev , Edwina , Mel , Yee Hwa , Peggy .


(clockwise) : Joel , Kington , Mark , Henry , Kev , Sarah , Edwina , Suh Ming , Peg-Gy , Yee Hwa , Mel , Peggy , me .


Posts on Peg-Gy's belated birthday celebration and the Genting trip will be up sometime soon !
Upcoming events : A-Levels Annual Ball 2008 , Majlis Penyerahan & Penerimaan Tugas Lembaga Pengawas 2008 / 2009 (MPPT) .

Oh no-s ! The sister has cleared away all the eraser dust before I got to see how much I had altogether ! T_____T And the only reason she cleaned it was cause her friend was going to come over to do a project and I quote , "You expect me to let my friends see how dirty the place is ah !" , or sth to that effect . ):

Anyhows , the examinations are over ! As well as A-Levels ! I am so sad ! Well a little bit , that is . Been busy since the paper ended , hence why I haven't had time to update . But since I'm not chatting with anyone at the moment , I decided to do a quick update before attempting to right my sleeping pattern (:

My FP3 paper wasn't AS bad as FP2 I think , well it felt more do-able , that's for sure . Plus the marks were more spread out such that even if you can't do part (a) , you don't lose THAT many marks , plus part (b) onwards may still be completed . But I think once I totaled it up I may lose just as many marks as for FP2 hahahaha S:

Anyhow ! After the paper , the classmates and I went for dinner at Chilis , BSC , along with our Maths / Further Maths lecturer , Mr Sam ! Haha yes the one I used to label as cinapek but he's really quite cool and funny , he bangs* us quite a bit too -____-" (*bang = insult good-naturedly) The classmates being Pi and Elyn , Elaine and Jun Hann (more of a plus one than a classmate actually haha) , Jon and Sook Yee , Jack , Wei Lim , Nicole , Jo Chee and Christine . Was good fun hurling insults at one another , laughing about stupid things , Elyn and I insisting to Elaine that Klose is way better looking than Ballack (they were showing the Germany-Portugal match while we were there along with some highlights from previous matches) , Sir telling us about the research he intends to do to get his PhD and asking us if we want to help him out .. Hahaha . Hitched a ride home from Wei Lim since BSC is undergoing major renovation and the front was all boarded up so I didn't know how to get out to wait for the mom .

Saturday morning was spent bumming a little and watching TV , after lunch was settling some stuff for Genting , ie. my mom getting us an extra room cause she doesn't want me to have to squish with everyone else LOL and counting the number of vouchers we have to be used (because we're cheapskate that way) , then heading over to OU with Kev and Darren to get bus tickets . But the lady said we couldn't get them in advance and that we'll have to go on the day itself ! Sigh . Ended up in Giant to buy snacks for the trip , but app they're going through some renovation as well so it's super small now ! And all we got was a can of Pringles and a packet of junk food . No , really . Hahaha . Gymed until about 6+ then left to get ready for Peg-Gy's belated birthday dinner at Treehouse , DU . Will type out a separate post for that another day (:

Sunday ! The mother woke me up slightly before 10 telling me to get ready cause we were gonna hit Mid Valley ! Yay ! We reached there and spent more than an hour shopping in MNG , got super a lot of stuff thanks to the awesome sale they were having ! (: Wouldn't mind going back to see if I can find anything else haha . There were so many people , it got quite stuffy ! Talk about a major shopping high though (: Not much shopping done after that cause we were following the dad around to find shirts for work . I told him he's boring cause all he wants are white shirts , no other colour , nothing but the standard shirt design , plus he's so fussy , even worse than I am ! Sigh . He agreed tho , "Ya , I'm boring ." , he said . LOL so cute la the man . Saw a pretty cute pink Casio watch too ! But we decided to see if it's available in OU since it's not exactly an urgent purchase , would just like to have a more casual can-bang-around watch to use on a daily basis or in uni , since my current film watch has a huge crack across it , and the Swatch is way too pretty to be used everyday .

Also ! The father said he went to test out the Sony VAIO that I want , but that it's very slow . ): !!! I asked if the software can be upgraded to make it faster , and he said yes , but at an extra cost , of course . Le sigh . But don't worry ! I'll work on getting the pink VAIO ! Cause it's so freaking gorgeous ! <3 There just might be some hope since he actually went to look at it despite telling me (indirectly) that he won't buy it for me . Am working to get the mom on my side as well , does anybody know what kind of after-sales services Sony offers for their laptops ? Are they anything like Dell who actually comes to you to help solve your problems if necessary , or do I have to go to a Sony centre ? Cause I must find a point in which it kicks Dell's ass , apart from the fact that it looks way better . Because really , I don't think the dad would really care much on which is prettier . Hahaha .

If only Dell laptops aren't so freaking ugly ): Well not exactly ugly per se , but they look so common ! Plus everybody's Dell laptop looks the same to me . -_-" Maybe cause a lot of people have the Dell Inspiron . Which is another reason why I wouldn't want to have it ! Don't fancy having sth that's being used by everyone and anyone , I want sth unique and different ! AND . They may claim to have laptops in different colours ! But really , the pink (or any other colour) is only on the cover of the laptop , the bottom plus interior is still the normal silver . Totally defeats the purpose right sigh . Although if I really have no other viable option when the time comes for me to get a laptop of my own then I'd settle for a bit of pink rather than no pink at all . :p

Everybody join the "Buy Pui Yean a pink Sony VAIO" campaign ! :D
Donations are very much welcome btw ! Maybe everyone can just give me money for my upcoming 18th birthday ! Material presents not necessary , just help me get the VAIO in Princess Pink ! Hahahaha .

PS , there's actually another pink one that's quite nice too ! Bigger screen , thinner too if I'm not mistaken . But the touchpad isn't pink , and neither is the part where the speakers are . ): Though I wouldn't really mind getting either of it , as long as it's a pink Sony VAIO and not a boring Dell , woohoo !

Buying a new calculator makes you happy . And the first thing you do after getting home is to pore through the user guide , experimenting with the different modes and functions available , etc . Behold my new Casio fx-570ES ! (:





The amount of eraser dust present in the photo is only a mere fraction of the total amount , proof of how many mistakes I make while doing exercises in preparation for the exams . The table is so filthy to the extent that I wash my hands after completing each paper and before resuming a new set of questions . Nevertheless , I can't bring myself to clean it just yet , I think looking at the mound of eraser dust convinces me that I've been attempting many many questions . 7 sets of Stats past years (excluding the ones I did a while back and very cleverly misplaced ): ) , and 11 for FP2 . Will count the rest another time , perhaps it'll convince me that even if my results don't turn out that stellar , I did try .

After Friday , it'll be time to vacuum the surface of the table and pack up the entire study room which is currently covered with books and papers , no matter where I turn . Even the printer hasn't been spared ! I occupy both tables and chairs with my possessions that anyone else who would want to take a seat in this room would have to move a mound of belongings before being able to sit down . Well , it's either that or they take my chair when I get up to do something . ):

I think I'm going to buy myself files to file up all my work from over the semesters ! The only problem after that would be finding a place to keep the files within easy access .. Who knows , I just might need to refer to them when in uni (; Am actually quite psyched to start uni in fact ! Will miss the workload when I'm all free with nothing to do and study , despite how much I may detest the exams . Then again , it's just those related to Economics that bug me .

On a brighter note ! Only 2 papers left to go , yay ! FP2 today was not so good , I reckon myself to have lost at least 20 (out of 75) marks already . S: Thankfully I wasn't the only one who had problems with the paper , let's hope the graph is super positively skewed ! Then the cut-off point for a grade A will be lower than usual (:

Alright , time to start working on more Chemistry past years for tomorrow's paper , will hit FP3 tmrw after 3PM !



PS , You also know you're nerdy when you manage to write a whole post solely based on the exams . -_-"

PPS , Look what I saw when I switched over to my Photobucket tab .





What the freak ???

I woke up at 10.45AM and missed my cartoon . ):

I have no idea how I slept through my very annoying alarm which usually wakes me up at the first beep .

Maybe it was a reflex reaction ! *beep* *hits stop button wtf*

And now the father's hogging the TV , AGAIN . So I can't watch anything else .

I am so sad ! ):



Haha the mother is home with my breakfast , sans the egg tart cause nobody was selling it she says .

And the father has switched off the TV which is my cue to take over it !

OK BYE EVERYBODY ! :D

HAHA my title is so clever wtf ! Altered the spelling a little because it just looked so vulgar and big glaring back at me , can't bring myself to change it though . Am super tired now seeing as I've been doing a lot of FP2 (Further Pure Mathematics 2) today . Even got up at 8 cause there was a revision class at 9 , for which only 5 of us showed up . -_____-" Nevertheless , it's better than just the one student who showed up for Mr Sam's C4 (Core Mathematics 4) revision class , poor him ): I was the first to arrive , and saw a completely empty classroom . I thought I was in the wrong classroom okay !

After class , the mom and I hopped over to Bangsar for a while to look at dresses , yet again . And this time I got it ! It's not exactly my ideal dress or what I would've picked , but it looked okay , and it was pretty cheap too . Mom loves it tho , so I just agreed to get it anyway . Sigh , too bad I won't be getting to wear that pink / orange flowy swishy dress , the mother thinks it looks very old fashioned . ??? She even described it as "Disneyland-ish" . Gosh . I insist it looked nice tho ! And it felt good too ! Apart from the fact that I would've had to alter it cause it was way too loose for me .. And that it was more than double the price .

Anyhow ! She's so happy about having spent relatively little on the dress that she's offered to get me a new clutch , new heels , new a lot of things ! The clutch is absolutely necessary since the one I used last year doesn't really match this dress , however , heels will be optional . Will only get a new pair if I see one that I love and isn't too expensive since my old pair is still in pretty good condition , having only worn it about 3 or 4 times . Must get my money's worth and wear it more times ! Haha .

The Suh Ming claims my blog has been very wordy and devoid of pictures lately , I hereby apologise for I haven't exactly been taking many pictures recently . What with the exams and all .. However I did take a break by spending about an hour chatting with Joel at his house earlier this evening . The silly boy walked over to my house to "pick me up" , when what I specifically said in my message to him was "Can you pick me up cause it's super hot and I don't want to walk" . And his response when I exclaimed over the absence of his car was "Oh yeah , now that makes sense .." Goodness !

We bumped into Pn Mary , our BM tuition teacher from Form1 to Form5 , while we were walking past my neighbour's house towards his . Chatted with her for a very short while , but it felt really akward ! I guess it's cause I never really liked her that much , she always picked on me for talking in class ): But it's not my fault really , she was a very boring teacher , ask Darren and anyone else who was there with me ! Oh the number of times I nearly fell asleep in her class .. Did I mention that she parked directly in front of my house ! I was wondering which person was so gallant to park their car like that , and then I saw her walking towards it .. o_o

Alright , I think I've babbled long enough , time to hit the sack ! Totally Spies the cartoon on TV3 at 10AM tmrw . (; Good night !


PS , My layout isn't that depressing is it ! Another remark by Suh Ming ha ha . I do have an alternate layout to be used after this one , but I actually kind of like this , don't you ?

Looking back on one of my previous posts , I must say that it was written when I was feeling especially gloomy and pessimistic , bordering on bitter . So let me clear sth up ok . That is my Mr Hyde , because on Dr Jekyll days (which is a lot more common , really .) , I still believe that people are good overall . And I find it hard to doubt people WTF why am I still so trusting . Plus when the friends are always so nice , how can I truly believe that people shouldn't be trusted !

Ok I think I'm gonna lock it up because it's very not ME .

Moving on , the exams are gonna hit me full speed soon S: Chem Unit5 on Thursday , Econs Unit6 Friday . And the following week , Stats3 on Monday , Further Pure Maths 2 (FP2) on Wednesday , Chem Unit6B on Thursday and FP3 on Friday . Omlord I'm going to die . Haha . What with my already disastrous Econs Unit 4&5 papers , sigh . For Unit5 I scribbled a whopping 8 pages full of nonsense in 1.5 hours ! *proud ! But my handwriting was so effing ugly I'm a bit worried the examiner won't be able to read it . S: And really ok , it was butt ugly to the point that you would never believe I wrote it . But after I've sat for all 6 upcoming papers , I will be completely done with A-Levels ! And proceed to be sampah masyarakat until I enter uni -_-"

Jo and I realised that we only have plans for the beginning of our holidays , up to about the second week of July or so . And therefore ! We have made a pact to teman each other like what we did after Form5 and before college started hahaha . Worse come to worse we'll just watch movies and bum at each other's houses ok Jo ! :p And continue making lists of all the things we're going to do together in the future ! Like go shopping in Bangkok ! (I'll shop and you can carry my bags for me :p) Climb Mt Kinabalu ! Backpack in Europe ! Ok the last one's not so likely for me maybe due to the funds needed haha . But we'll really carry out the other plans ok at least before we die , choi touch wood .

Also ! The search for a fantabulous dress for the annual ball is still ongoing , and the event's only about 3 weeks away ! O: I'm going to die ok seriously . But anyhow ! My main point is that last night ! I tried on this dress that was a UK size 6 , AND I COULD FIT IN IT WTF PARTIES LIKE A ROCK STAR ! The joy is in that I usually wear a UK 8 , so bangga a bit la you know that I could fit in a smaller size heh . (: But the front was super the low cut thus making me feel very naked O_O Alas , the search continues ! Thank goodness for the mom who brings me around looking for a dress without complaining at all (:

Alrighties I should go now , am hitting the gym with Nicole soon ! And I'm also supposed to be ready in 15 minutes . Good thing gym = can look ugly , can be smelly (because everyone else will be sweaty and stinky anyway) , and all I really have to do is change and chuck stuff into my bag .

Tooloo ! (:



Alah . I forgot to mention that I stayed up until close to 5AM cause I was watching the EURO 2008 Germany-Poland match . *applauds self* Germany won 2-nil , woohoo ! And yes ok I do enjoy watching football sometimes , especially when Germany's playing cause (TRIVIA) I support them . Have been since England got kicked out of the 2002 World Cup , and since then , it's been Germany all the way for me ! (England was pretty much cause they were favourites wtf , talk about a blind supporter) But obvs if you ask me all those super football-ish questions I cannot answer you la ok cause I only watch the matches if and when national TV shows it , which is not very often . And no , I don't have Astro . And no , it's not a very big deal cause I really don't mind not having Astro . ANYWAY . The match was super the kan cheong , very fast-paced ! Had me on the edge of my seat quite a number of times hehe . OK GYM GYM GYM BYE ! :D

If only .

I had a really awful night's sleep yesterday . From missing my Chemistry practical exam TWICE , being with the ex-beff (the only dream in which I felt happy) , receiving an SAT score of 184- (can't remember the last digit) , to losing my lab goggles .

Out of all the above , only one came true . I didn't miss my Chem practical , although I did forget to bring with me my notes on Spectroscopy ; I'm not with the ex-beff , and feeling happy in the dream is NOT a good thing ; and my SAT score is 2010 which in my opinion is quite good for a person who didn't prepare for it and only found out about the exam format a day before . *proud* So please tell me I'm clever even if you disagree thank you very much .

Which means .. I lost my lab goggles , sigh . I made a frantic call to Joel only for him not to answer his cellphone , hence I resorted to the house phone . And found out from his mom that he was in the middle of an exam omg . Thank goodness she knows where he keeps his lab goggles ! The exam was pretty ok , to be honest . I actually had an extra 30 minutes (out of 1 hour 45 mins) to sit around and do nothing , so I started cleaning up . Upon emerging from the lab , Mr Yeap gleefully told us that he just wanted to build us up for the exam , hence why he proclaimed it to be very tough . Also , I didn't use the notes on Spectroscopy which I photocopied from Nicole , nor did I need the lab goggles because there was no heating involved . -__________-"

Can you believe I actually dreamt I missed the exam twice ?! Gosh . One of those times we were on the hill going up to Bangsar , and I looked at my watch and it said 2PM ! And so I yelled "F*CKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSED MY EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" And was panicking like crazy about it . The next time I looked at my watch it showed the time to be 10AM instead -_-" And so I quickly covered up by going "Aiyah bluff you all only la it's only 10 o'clock now hahahaha ." Cause must save face right sigh why must I have so much pride . Oh my exam started at 12.15PM btw but we entered the labs at 12PM to start washing up the apparatus etc and therefore we were to reach by 11.45AM to register , surrender our cellphones etc .

Next paper's on the 4th of June , Econs 2 and 3 . Then Units 4 and 5 will be on the 6th of June . Oh woe is me ! ):

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Anyhow , as I mentioned in my previous post , I attended the 6-hour driving bengkel on Saturday . Nothing much to say about it except for the fact that it was really boring ! And that I drove a freaking car !! Hahahaha . Those who know me would also know that I'm pretty much the only one left (among my circle of friends) who can't drive , and doesn't know how to . Cause the only thing I've ever steered is the go-kart in Genting's theme park . -_-" Anyhow , it wasn't THAT bad . Except that there were all these little Kancil-s that kept popping up in front of me as I was driving ! Causing me to have to take quite a number of detours because for some odd reason , he didn't want me to press the brakes . Odd much ?? Oh well . When my one round was finally FINALLY done , I stepped out of the car with my heart pounding , and not in a good way . S:

Also ! My Windows Live Messenger is currently NOT working , I have no clue why . With Kevvie's aid , I've tried a kazillion different ways to attempt to fix it , from reinstalling it to using the "system restore" function on my computer . From typing in numerous different commands as instructed on websites , to flushing the DNS . From deleting cookies to deleting all temporary Internet files . As well as scanning the entire computer for viruses . Yup , tried them all . Even Googling the problem ! (Although the error code provided changes constantly , but repetitively) Oh and I honestly have no clue how doing all those will affect my WLM or the computer , but just try only lah right . And if anything goes wrong , I SWEAR IT WASN'T ME !!!!!!!!

So . :D If anyone can tell me why this problem still persists , and how I can fix it , kindly do help me out !! :p It's driving me crazy , it not working . I mean seriously , I'm actually using Web Messenger as a last resort ok cause even my Windows Messenger cannot work sigh . It's not that I need to be using it all the time , especially since my finals are starting tomorrow OMG TOMORROW , I just need to have it running ! Yes I'm very weird that way . It's just like how I need to be next to the PC with it on when I study . Otherwise it just seems too quiet o_o

Bless thy kind souls ! *sprinkles holy water wtf* (only applicable if you have a solution)




PS , Eating too much makes a person sleepy . *yawn* And I still have a bun , 2 eggtarts and 3 mini-cupcakes/muffins left to eat . See la buy so much food summore . -_-" There goes yesterday's 1 hour and 10 minutes of cardio at the gym sigh . Question : What's the difference between cupcakes and muffins ?

Because I am now pretty tired and therefore am in no shape to study , plus I don't wanna sleep yet cause I don't wanna wake up too early tmrw (in other words I want to get up at 10 which is just in time to watch Totally Spies the cartoon yay) , I shall blog ! Haha .

Yesterday was Teachers' Day , and so me being a very enthusiastic ex-student of DJ decided to pay the old school a visit ! :D I recruited Darren and Joel to come with me , and a lot of other people actually . They just all couldn't make it sigh . ): So yes Jo D and I . Jo and I stopped by the TTDI market first cause I wanted to get flowers for Pn Tan CK , yes I am a very biased student , sue me . :p Then it was off to school ! While we were waiting for Darren , Joel found out that ...... His car seat could recline . Wtf . I have never ever EVER seen anybody so amazed and amused by that one function ok ! So to layan him I reclined my seat too and we pretended we were looking at the stars at night by switching on the lights in the car double wtf .

Ok so anyway ! We didn't really walk around school that much , spent most of our time in the staff room haha ! Surprised my favouritest teacher ever first , and talked to her for really really long ! Before saying hi to Pn Lim ML , having another relatively long chat with Pn Ng the LEO teacher , Pn Lim FT who still remembers me from Taekwondo yay , I SAID HI TO MR SIVA TOO ! :DDDDD Honestly he's really not THAT bad ok ! Hahahaha . Ok so I really didn't talk to THAT many teachers cause I either didn't see them around , or I just spent too much time talking to a select few because I don't know how to ration my time -_-" . Oh and Mrs Foo too ! My beloved teacher from primary school who now teaches at the secondary school and is known as Pn Angie instead . She's such a sweet lady I tell you . Can still remember me even from so long ago sayang her second yay . <3

Speaking of Mr Siva , I remember how Beng Keat told me (when I first stepped up as Ketua Kelewatan) that once I start working with him then I'll realise that he's actually quite ok , and he was right ! Even though it took quite a while for me to believe him , I mean , would you ?? Haha . We're talking about the man who made me select an assistant because he didn't think I was up for the job ! Yes apparently I look like the very soft type of person hence if he scolds me I will cry . In other words , I am very the perempuan . I was so angry when I found out ok ! But I proved him wrong HAH . That I CAN do the job extremely well , and that girls are just as capable as a boy would be . Because before I stepped down he told me to think of someone to be my successor , who by the way , was to be a girl . HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH ! My syok sendiri moment , pardon me please . :p

Moving on ! DID YOU KNOW . That a classroom (or two) in Block D got set on fire ! O_________O Really ok well it probably started from one then kind of caught on to the ones next to it I guess ? But it doesn't look as bad as I thought it would la . When Pn Lim told me (excitedly , mind you) to "Go see go see !" , I thought it'd look like some disaster zone . Needless to say I was (in a way) disappointed sigh . But I tell you all these people got nothing better to do wan la , set fire to the school all .. They're in dire need of anger management classes , if you ask me . Even the curtains on one side of the Prefects' Room got singed ! Thank goodness they aren't that pretty to begin with . The odd part is that it's the side of the room that faces a ledge , overlooking the Pavilion . Which means that it isn't accessible unless you climb up on the ledge because there's no corridor on that side . Hence why I say that they have nothing better to do and need anger management classes .

I've always loved DJ ! I think it's the most shit ass awesome school ever yay . And as cheesy as this sounds (omg I can't believe I'm really going to type this) , but walking into DJ feels like I'm walking into my home . Second home ? Even walking into my primary school does that ! I guess it's cause both schools have this really warm vibe to them , and the fact that I've spent so much time there over the years - learning , growing up , creating memories - that it'll always feel at home there . I mean you get my point lah right . Cause I really need to stop trying to explain myself therefore embarrassing myself further . :p Okla one more since I've already humiliated myself thus far . I loved school in general . Even college now ! Any institute of education , basically . Omg why am I such a nerd . S:

Anyhow , as I was talking to Pn Ng yesterday , she was telling me about how she had this student (from one of the back classes , ie a weak student) who was something like her mentee , and so she gave him extra coaching in Maths . And he grew to enjoy Maths so much cause he could actually do it , that even during another teacher's lesson , he kept opening his Math book and doing those exercises . Even when the teacher got so angry she threw his book out of the window , thereby having it land on the top of the corridor leading to the canteen , he went out of class , climbed up , retrieved his book , then went back in and continued doing his work . This may make him sound like some complete retard , but really . I think to be able to inspire someone to enjoy doing sth so much is really amazing .

She mentioned how he really loved eating KFC hahaha , and since his mom gave him extra money every time he stayed back for extra classes with her , he actually saved up that money that his mom gave him , and bought KFC for her to eat . He left it next to her table in the staff room , and she didn't realise it was for her so she went home without it . But when he called later and asked if she had eaten the fried chicken , she actually drove all the way back to school from home just to bring it back home because there was so much thought in his gesture . Even once when she hurt her wrist , he offered to pick her up and send her to the hospital to get it checked out . And he still keeps in contact with her til today !

Don't you think that's really awesome ? It shows that when a teacher is exceptionally nice to you , and has this faith in you when no one else does , it really makes an impact on the student , and you will always feels this bond with that teacher . It's kind of like how I'm still close to Pn Tan eventhough I'm no longer in school ! Except that I was never in the position where no one believed in me , thank goodness . But somehow , she's like a second mother to me , in fact , she calls me her kai lui (adopted daughter) ! (: Haha . And don't get me wrong , it's not that I feel indebted to her for being such a kick ass Add Maths teacher whatsoever , it's purely because of the person that she is that I love her !

Ask yourselves . How many of your teachers actually call you up just because they were going through their contact list and thought "Hmm I haven't talked to this student in a while , why not call her up and see how she's doing ?" , how many of your teachers invite you to their house warming and can proudly tell others that "she's my kai lui !" , how many of them would you want to go out of your way for , for how many of them would you proclaim to the world with pride , that he / she once taught you ? And how many of them are not just a teacher to you , but a friend as well ? One whom you can talk to even about personal issues , like relationships for example ? Not many right ? I thought so too (:

Happy teachers' day , kai ma (:

PS , Ok I promise this post wasn't supposed to turn out like this , I guess I got carried away -_-"

PPS , I still love my real mom a lot a lot , of course ! Hahahaha .

PPPS , Why am I so cheong hei omg . Anyway I was supposed to write just a bit about Teachers' Day then move on to how I went for the 6-hour driving bengkel today etc etc but I guess I'll just save the latter for another day cause it's getting late !

So yesterday was Earthquake day at Swensens , and 7 of us met up at the SS2 outlet to indulge ! We ordered 2 regular Earthquakes (with me insisting on having all the chocolate flavours they had to offer) , and finished them pretty fast S: Such pigs I tell you , sigh . Nothing much to elaborate on actually , this is more like a filler post cause I don't really have anything to blog about at the moment , except for the last few (official) days of college which I'll probably only do after my finals because there are so many photos !! Hence it'll probably take quite a while to resize edit upload etc .



The boys : Darren , Mark , Kev Khoo .



The girls : Sarah , Suh Ming , Me , Edwina .



With Suh Ming LOOK I'M SO TALL ! :D



With Kev , and btw I was already on 3-inch wedges T_T why am I so short T_T .


Finals start next Wednesday for me since I'm retaking my Mechanics2 paper , although now I'm not sure why the heck I signed up for it since I'll need more than 93/100 to get a higher total score . Sigh I duno how I counted it last time til I was so sure I'd be able to do it . -_-" Thankfully , Mechanics isn't that hard to study for , and if it weren't for my stupid careless mistake last semester (from a frickin 10 mark question which only required a few lines to solve) , I don't think I'd be resitting it lor !! Alright so Mechanics' no biggie , the following day is my Chemistry practical ! OOOOOO: Mr Yeap claims it's a paper that will require a lot of skill to pull off , eeps . ): Nvm nvm , you can do it Yean !

Lalala then it's just a lot of other papers , I have a total of 12 this semester ! Also I'll be doing Econs Unit 2-6 OMG . Confirm die wan I tell you , I've resigned myself to scoring just 3As and 1C for my final A-Level results . Or maybe a D , yes a D . That's a lot safer . See this is why you shouldn't take Econs . Unless you're very good at blabbering and connecting things yada yada . Blabbering I can do , but connecting things and finding points to write about , I cannot . ): Sigh I am such a Maths and Chemistry type of girl .

Ok so much for having nothing to blog about I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW ! One more week left ! Go go go !

I officially suck at self motivation . :p

Must . Stop . Eating !!!!!

Gosh . The past few days all I've been doing is eating eating eating and ya that's right , eating . And if you realized , the word "gym" ? Not included in the list !! Sigh . The next time anyone sees me , I'm gonna look like this big lump of fat , and you probably won't see any clothes on me because all my fat will hang out and cover them . Ew . S:

But really ! I blame the stupid tub of biscuits next to me , sigh . It's so convenient to just reach in and pull out a biscuit then munch munch munch on it . And then me being my stupid anal OCD self will be like Hm . But now there's so many of this other type left , super tak balanced . So I should eat the other types too ! (I'm eating a packet of those mixed biscuits you know the one that has like different different types in it ?) So because there are so many different biscuits , I end up eating even more !!!!

One day , I'm gonna look in the mirror sideways and my stomach will be bigger than my boobs . Which is not that tough to achieve ok considering how I'm not exactly very well-endowed ! In other words , unless I want people to start asking if I'm pregnant , wtf , I should stop eating so much when I'm not even hungry to begin with . Correct ? Yes , indeed I am .

Hm but you know , I super cannot stand it when girls start going on and on about how they're "so fat !!!! ): " and won't stop !! Because omg it's super annoying ok . I mean it's fine to say sth like "I'm putting on weight" or "I'm getting fatter" or "No I'm not thin" , but don't la keep complaining saying you're fat when you're not !! Sometimes it just comes off as super attention seeking lor honestly . It's as if you want people to keep telling you "No you're not fat , you're not fat .." Actually they probably do want that . I tell you .. One day , when someone says that to me , I'm just gonna say "Ya man you really are , or at you're least getting there ."

See la you still wanna complain anot . -__________-"

Although if they actually have the gall to say "See even she agrees !" Then start pointing out here there everywhere about herself that she thinks is fat but really isn't , I think I'll just kill myself la . Or get up and walk away . Or go WTF and give her this mega-exasperated FACE . Or if I'm in a bad mood then just blow only la , give her a piece of my mind .

Think of the people around you who ARE bigger sized than you , then think of how they must be feeling ! It's like implying they're bloody elephants right . How inconsiderate and self-absorbed . Ugh .

And then .. Omg .. I tell you I will never ever ever in my entire life start dieting ! As in cut down my intake of food / strictly limit myself to certain foods , with the sole intention of losing weight . Because it actually annoys me to no end when people do that . I don't know why I'm so pat gua wanna care about what other people are doing , and I don't know why it annoys me when it doesn't even affect me to begin with . But ya . Ok wait actually it only bugs me if the people who do it aren't even fat to begin with . Sigh . I mean fine la if you do it for a short while cause maybe you want to look slimmer than usual for some event , but ohh ... I tell you .. If you keep harping on and on about how you're fat .. I'm repeating myself wtf .

I think I should just stop talking now otherwise I'm gonna go on and on about the same topic and then go in circles cause I've probably run out of new things to add but then just because still tak puas I'll repeat myself ten times if I have to .

Omlord can you imagine if there were ten (or more) of me . I don't think the world will be able to live in peace . Sigh .



Disclaimer :
Just because in the beginning I was talking about how I'm going to grow fat if I keep eating at the rate I have been , contrary to what I said in my later paragraphs , does not make me a hypocrite . Because clearly I'm just going to keep eating anyway if I want to unlike those people who gila diet or whatever . As much as I tell you I will grow fat if I eat any more than I already have , put a plate of good food in front of me and I'm quite sure some of it will end up in my stomach regardless of how much I try to protest against it .

And frankly , I don't give a shit whether or not I lose weight . If I do , good on me . If I don't , so what ? As long as I don't put on weight (the type of putting on weight where the weighing scale isn't the only one who recognizes it) or turn into a blimp , it's fine by me . And obvs the part where I said my fat will hang over my clothes was an exaggeration , unless you're stupid and don't get it . Oh and that previous sentence isn't meant to be insulting btw , it just comes off sounding like it and I can't be bothered to think of a nicer way to put it . :p

Am super bored ! ):

Anyhoo , I took my SATs today , and omg it was so long !! I reached Metropolitan College around 7:35 and we only started around 8:15 , waiting was really boring ! Esp since I didn't know anyone there , sigh . Apart from two 5-minute breaks and one 1-minute break (stretch break , they called it) , I was stuck in that stupid chair up to about 1:15PM . 5 hours !! Omlord . Oh I met Parisut there today ! During the second 5-minute break when I was munching on biscuits I brought hahaha . Gosh , she looks so differ